farewell luncheon...

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A farewell luncheon today at Ichiban Boshi (amk) to bid Hui Hui and Lin Chong advanced farewell. Their contracts are ending some where middle of april. I wish all the best to them as they go on a step further in their studies or work. Yeah~

human traffic jam...

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Unusual human traffic at NYP today. I have been in school for so many years, it never take me 15 to 20 minutes to walk out from school to station. Due to the heavy rain, the underpass was flooded with water. Everyone have to walk slowly around the underpass. It feels so much like the cars along CTE. Haha!

Deciding on my future...

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Went over to Lili's place yesterday to get some advice on some business course from her elder sister. You might be asking me why is it that I am getting advice on business course instead of IT course. Well, I have been asking myself whether I would want to continue working in IT line after degree. After being around IT for about 9 months at NYP, I am starting to feel lethargic coming to work. Being lethargic is one issue. I can't wait to finish the contract and take a good break.

The second issue is that I have been accepted by NUS (School of Computing) and NTU (Interactive Media). After a good thought through of things and advices given by friends, I don't think I will be accepting the offers given by our local universities. Both courses duration are 4 years of full time studies. Apart from the duration, the cost of the degree is another consideration.

As I have used up quite a sum of my dad's cpf for my nanyang academy and nanyang poly. I need to start doing payments back to my dad as I have started working for at least a year now. After discussion with my dad, he won't be using his cpf if I were to go local university. I understand his point of view, as a dad, he felt that education is something he should provide for me. Due to some financial at home, I know my dad wouldn't be able to afford the fees.

In my view, I felt that there is a need for me to be financially independent. The feeling of being financially unstable is very uncomfortable. Therefore, another way out for me is to study part time and work at the same time. I know if I were to take this route, it's going to be a tough one. Most probably, I will take the toughest route as not to be a burden to my dad.

Dearest bought me a bear...

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It's friday at last. A day which I look forward every week. Went back home first since me and dearest finish at the same time, so can't get a lift from him. After dinner, we headed down to Vivocity to collect his working pants from G2000. Dearest was also looking for a pair of new shoes which he could use for work and study. While waiting for the G2000 salegirl to get ready the pants for collection, me and dearest went around for a walk. He got a pair of shoes at Timbaland. Can't wait to see him put it on. Hee.

All of a sudden, he told me that there is something he wanted to get for me quite sometime ago. As I was wondering what it was, we reached the shop. The shop is called "Built Your Own Bear". In this shop, you can built choose which type of bear you want and dress them anyway you want them to be.

There are a few steps to build your own bear:

1. Choose a bear design that you like (I chose velvet bear)

2. Before filling the bear you can choose whether you want to add sound or heartbeat mechanism. (I chose heartbeat)

3. Fill the bear with cotton (for mine is being filled by dearest)

4. Before the bear is being sealed, me and dearest both took a heart each. Put the heart in our palms, rub and make it warm, turn 3 rounds and then make a wish. After that, we put the hearts into the bear.

5. The bear comes with a barcode. Half of the code is being torn and put into the bear together with the hearts. If you happen to lose your bear, they will be able to know who's bear it belongs to through barcode.

6. Give the bear a little "wash".

7. Choosing of clothes for the bear.

8. Making of the bear "Birth Certificate"

My Little Brown Bear

Name: Lovey Dovey

Gender: Male

Born: 4/4/2008

Weight: 312g

Height: 32cm

好累

天气:

先在的我是一个心领很累的女人。我有满多的心里话想说但又不知如何说起。我想把我的心里话说出来却又怕我说的话会伤害到人或领到人生气。我很在意别人的情绪以及思想。我不知道如何才能达到自由说话，人会又耐心的听而又不会领到人感到伤害。我真的很矛盾。每个人都想过快了的生活，我也不例外。每个女人都希望陪自己爱的人疼爱。

我是一个很难理解的女人吗?

我只想要一个爱我，理解和谅解我，呵护与保护我，能互相信任，能和我一起度过和分享痛苦与快乐的人。我不需要你做任何大改变。如果有一点点的改变我已经心满意足。（希望你听到我内心的呐喊）