My apologies to everyone who reads my blog. I'm so sorry that temporary there won't be any updates for at least another week or so. Please bare with me and I'll be back soon.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Regaining myself
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Too be honest. I wasn't feeling that good for the past week or so. The past week was a puzzled, tiring and confusing one. I was so confused that I kept shivering and breaking down. After talking to people, I felt way much better especially today.
So much of thinking and puzzling, I realise that in reality that I was the one who is the big part of this problem I'm going through. Relationships are so amazing. They can make you feel you're at the top of the world and also right at the bottom of it. There's going to be obstacles in everything we do but if both person were to go through it together, then it will be easier to go through isn't it? Human beings are also amazing. We can get use to things so quickly that we didn't even notice. There are many things I'm still learning.
Monday, February 4, 2008
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Self Reflection Day
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After going through some self reflection. I realise that i'm blessed with a wonderful man. A man who takes good care of me, loves me, be there for me when I needed him. What more else should I ask for right? Indeed I learn that I shouldn't have ask for more. I will treasure my time with him more when given chance to. I told myself thousands of times, that I will be giving him my support in whatever he do. It feel so special that I get him as my boyfriend. Being with him is so comfortable. Whenever he is around, I feel secure.
I know certain things I've said I can't reverse and that is one big regret I have. My heart sank instantly when I see him so troubled or sad. I realise that I didn't treat him well enough and I think I should have done even better. I love him so much that I can give up everything for him to be happy.
Friday, February 1, 2008
Not feeling so well...yet again
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Sitting on my desk feeling unwell this morning. I felt some burning sensation around my chest. It is painful. Ain't sure if I want leave early today to see a doctor.
Applications for universities are open today til 21 Feb. There's so many things to be done. Sigh. So many things undone. I'm so gonna rush everything from now til chinese new year break. 加油!